Doors close behind my eyes
I no longer see what I’m used to.
The shutters of my heart close.
I only see a blank page.
Everything’s changed and can’t be reminded.
My life has stopped with the pain.
I no longer see what I once saw;
I am now overwhelmed with worry, fear, and agony for the cry of a baby.
All I think about is her; the angel I created inside of me.
I can’t help but wonder are her wings broken, or does she have none.
They say chances are slim, if that is true, I might go limp.
I can’t help but feel this feeling that I didn’t do the job I was supposed to do.
My body has let me down.
My body has failed me.
I want to not try again; so, I don’t catch blame for breaking another angel’s wings…
For now, I wait,
I wait for the light to shine through my shadow of defeat.
The light shall bring me back to the once happy life I lived.
Poem By KNP